Three months and I am out. I just can’t stay in this city anymore. Now I am going to finaly be far, far away from here. I am really insecure but is something that I need to do to keep my life going.
About the things that are really important … I am not going to talk anymore, I will still love you, even from afar. I am sorry that I couldn’t do anything good from it. Sorry for keep being fighting to. It got me so badly right now that I am not only not seeing you for a while, but that I am not seeing you again. I just miss you very much.
Anyway, my new house will have a pool, people. That seems exciting, right? I am going to spend all my day on in, feeling like a mermaid. Hahaha
But yeah, I am going to need it, I am moving to a place with a very hot weather, I am going to suffer very much lol
Now I really really want to be ready to be friends with her. Amazing friends. I even prefer if we just talk about good stuff and no problems at all for a while, I hate talking about problems and repeating bad stuff that are always making me miserable. Got to keep trying something cool and hope for the best. Just make me feel safe, ok? Be nice, but just if you really mean it.
I shouldn’t be attatched to silly hopes that always turn out to be promisses. I shouldn’t be afraid of the better option I have. There are things that are being way worse, and it will get worse and worse. It is already happening. That’s the only thing I have to be scared about. But I am … I wish you could be here with me today.